I will share what has happened in my life over the past 6 months and why I am now convinced that God is real.
This is my first post in the Christianity OT. A few days later, I shared the story about praying for the first time and how I was interrupted in a very interesting way. Coincidence, maybe. Very well timed coincidence.
About one week later, I went to go see the Sound Of Freedom (July 22nd, I looked at my bank statements and saw when I purchased the ticket). If you saw it, you know there is a scene where a character says "When God tells you what to do, you do it". I have mentioned before that I work as a musician for a living (primarily a drummer). And yes, this is my full time job and I'm not broke. I usually make $50-70K a year, it fluctuates depending on gigs and other factors, but I am more or less middle class with a profession that many will tell you it's impossible to make money off of (a miracle in itself, but I also worked really hard to get to where I am). Anyway, there's a lot of ups and downs in this line of work, and sometimes I felt like quitting and getting a real job because of a run of bad luck. At the time I would think "the universe is trying to tell me not to do this anymore". I no longer believe in "the universe trying to tell me things", I believe in God. So inspired by the Sound Of Freedom, I asked God during a prayer session "Is this what I am supposed to be doing in life? Really, if I need to be doing something else, please send some sort of sign and I will do it." I don't expect God to answer me right away (I don't think anyone should, that's not how He operates). A few weeks later on August 7th, I get a message from someone asking me if I can fill in on some festival dates. I've been playing with mostly old dudes out here, doing the same old classic rock/blues covers stuff which pays the bills, but really doesn't get you anywhere. My dream job has always been to play drums for a huge touring artist, as that's what can set you up for life and give you a nice retirement fund. So finally, I was asked to drum for an original country artist with songs on the radio and all that. Doesn't mean a whole lot because in Canada almost anyone can get their songs on the radio, but the country scene is great because it's the one style of music that will always require live musicians where you can work as a hired gun. These country festivals have huge headliners playing at them, so it's a good way to get yourself seen by pro players as you open up for them. I nailed the shows and they asked me to stay on as their permanent drummer, which is a great thing because this upcoming summer we'll be likely be playing bigger festivals and doing more shows. Either way, I didn't think much of it but then a week or two passed and I remembered asking God "should I be doing this?". I realized He answered me, and suddenly I was working in the most promising project I've done in over 10 years. That would be another well timed coincidence. Years of my "spirituality, not religion" approach had me really going nowhere in life. I was happy, yes, but once I went out to seek God, it was like a switch flipped and all the sudden, I am out of my professional and spiritual limbo.
Months pass and everything is still going well, but even I start to wonder "maybe it was a coincidence". And more importantly, I really did want to know if God wanted me to be doing more with my life. So I prayed, and once again asked "is there anything else that you want me to do? I feel like I should be doing more." A few days later, I get another text. This one for a country artist who just signed to a subsidiary of Warner Music Canada, saying she needs to put a band together for her upcoming shows/tours etc... Working with someone signed to a label is obviously very beneficial, because when the big artists tour through Canada, they'll often get someone from their label to tour with them. Go look up the roster for country artists on Warner Music, if you are familiar with the current scene, you should recognize a lot of the names. Anyway, simply another coincidence, right?
Other things have happened in my life since then as well which I could type out, as well as events in my life prior to believing in God that looking back upon, I now realize it was Him guiding and protecting me, although at the time I did not know it. But I'll wrap it up here. Maybe this will move the needle for some of you non-believers, but I highly doubt it will. If you aren't ready spiritually to believe, you are not going to believe. I would tell myself that too "if I could see a real sign, or hear some real convincing stories, I would believe". And I would see and hear these things, but my heart was not open to God, so I dismissed and ignored them. I wouldn't be surprised if the non-believers continued to think "well that's just a bunch of coincidences" or "he's lying, he's making this story up" (I can prove most of it with messages by the way, the only thing I can't prove to you is my communications with God through prayer, because obviously there is no way to prove this). I really type this out for the believers in this thread, as they know what I say to be true, they know this is not a fabrication of events for e-clout, I type this out so we can continue to celebrate the existence of God and the wonderful things He will do for you if you allow Him.
I also want to wrap this up by saying, I do not know why God blessed me like this, nor did I expect it. I still feel highly unworthy, as I feel like I did nothing to deserve this with less than 2 weeks of service under my belt. The only reason I can fathom that He did things these for me was to tell others about these events. I promised God after these events that I would tell others what had happened, and I have discussed it with a few of my friends who are religious. It's pretty gross to praise yourself, but I have made a lot of friends throughout the years because I am rational and (supposedly) give out sound advice which people will listen to. I've been told that people respect me because of my "I don't care what others think" attitude, and I have come to realize that is true in some regards, but talking about my new found faith is unbelievably challenging. This is the only reason I can think of that God would bless me like this, because He knows others will listen to me and I am sincere in my beliefs. But I realize that I have to keep telling people beyond my immediate circle of those in my personal life, telling anyone who is willing to listen, that He is real.