Anger is an interesting thing to me. It can make you lose control and be your undoing, or it can focus you like nothing else. For me, anger and gaming go hand in hand. Inevitably, there will be some boss that pisses me off, or some obnoxious level that drives me nuts. I think there have probably been a few times where I have ranted about some game or another on this forum.
I'm curious how anger effects your gaming. When I'm pissed off, I'm thinking all kinds of awful stuff in my mind. Cursing the game developers, or in the past thinking nasty stuff about some player on the other team in a Halo multiplayer game. My blood pressure probably goes up as well as my body temperature. Now, those are all bad things. However, something amazing happens sometimes when I am angry. Somehow, I achieve a level of focus where it almost feels like someone else takes over my fingers. Suddenly, I'm dodging everything like The Matrix, doing crazy combos I haven't done before. I remember playing Halo years ago and getting multiple back to back kills on players more skilled than me because one of them said something that pissed me off, or just handing someone his ass in Marvel vs Capcom in the arcade when they usually dominate against any challengers.
It's kind of fascinating to me. Anger has the ability to awaken something in you, to sharpen your skills in a way. I can for certain say that I have "entered the zone" quite a few times in gaming simply because I got pissed off. It doesn't happen immediately. It's like my anger has to reach a certain boiling point, but when it does...
On a related note, I'd like to think that it's a good thing that I often get out my anger when playing video games. In my day to day life I'm usually pretty chill and people generally describe me as pretty laid back. Gaming is probably a healthy outlet for my anger. Even when I'm mad at a fellow gamer, it's usually out of my system after I virtually kick their ass
I'm curious how anger effects your gaming. When I'm pissed off, I'm thinking all kinds of awful stuff in my mind. Cursing the game developers, or in the past thinking nasty stuff about some player on the other team in a Halo multiplayer game. My blood pressure probably goes up as well as my body temperature. Now, those are all bad things. However, something amazing happens sometimes when I am angry. Somehow, I achieve a level of focus where it almost feels like someone else takes over my fingers. Suddenly, I'm dodging everything like The Matrix, doing crazy combos I haven't done before. I remember playing Halo years ago and getting multiple back to back kills on players more skilled than me because one of them said something that pissed me off, or just handing someone his ass in Marvel vs Capcom in the arcade when they usually dominate against any challengers.
It's kind of fascinating to me. Anger has the ability to awaken something in you, to sharpen your skills in a way. I can for certain say that I have "entered the zone" quite a few times in gaming simply because I got pissed off. It doesn't happen immediately. It's like my anger has to reach a certain boiling point, but when it does...

On a related note, I'd like to think that it's a good thing that I often get out my anger when playing video games. In my day to day life I'm usually pretty chill and people generally describe me as pretty laid back. Gaming is probably a healthy outlet for my anger. Even when I'm mad at a fellow gamer, it's usually out of my system after I virtually kick their ass