I'm in a difficult situation right now.
Quick background:
I've studied Business Management, then worked five years in the management of a service company that specialized in services for airports and are active on all big airports in Germany and some abroad. I worked at the Munich Airport. The last two years, I've been responsible for our entire business at that airport, leading around 350 people. Working 16 hours per day, oftentimes on weekends, oftentimes without work free days for weeks, but very well paid. And I've learned a lot.
My wife, my newborn first daughter and me then moved back to the city where our parents live, to get some support because we planned to have more kids.
Three years ago, I started working as a Project Manager for a supplier in the automotive business. Very stressful, leading international teams of up to 50 people. But way better working hours than before and the pay is still good.
In the middle of last year, our owner decided to outsource the whole Project Management to another plant in another country. Nuking our division, firing all the people. Only I and another dude survived the purge, since that point I'm working as a Product Manager.
Our owner is a crazy nut, firing people at will, randomly setting up conference calls to scream at his workers, often without any rational reason, spying on his workers by personally calling coworkers to get information, with very irrational behavior.
Not the best environment to work. It's just pressure and fear. I took the job because I wanted to redirect my career and get into more technical fields. I've learned a lot, it has been very useful.
But there are rumours about him wanting to shut down our site.
Due to covid, the job market is fucked. Many companies outsourced or moved jobs to cheaper countries. Leaving the market being flood with qualified people.
I had a job interview in a great company, but they've chosen another candidate - my former superior, with 20 years of experience, a total expert. It was quite funny to hear that at first - but pretty depressing to know that there are a lot of these guys and gals on the market. And many hundred thousand less job offerings compared to pre-covid.
I want to find a new job in the next 6 months, to leave on my own terms before our fucking crazy psycho company owner fires me without any warning. I need a safe environment, with three kids, wife, a house etc. I can't live in fear of getting fired at any moment.
It'll be difficult, but I need to keep pushing.
TL;DR
I need to find a new job but covid screwed the job market.